Brain is in sembreak mode when it shouldn't be.

On a fateful day like this, that sorta translates to dying. :/ :/ :/ :/

Bakit di na lang ako pinanganak in some other time as some other
person with some other set of dreams and life skills? Being Patty at
this very moment is quite an unfortunate state to be in: spending
Saturday morning worrying about False Consciousness and Causa and
Political Film Collectives and Chairman Mao and Cesar Vallejos and a
very old man with enormous wings. T___T

I cannot afford to lose this exam (eg. By dying). So I must go back to
faking optimism until I truly feel it. Yuh.